drink to end

Here's where it all ends
The smiles,
the laughing,
the sun
Go ahead, try to fix things
Act like you care about me
Oh, wait
I have us confused
I'm left standing here
Wanting the piece of me back
That I gave and you took so freely
The days drag on
I'm comfortably out of your mind
And to you I never existed
So maybe I'll make it easier for you
You drink to forget
I'll drink to end

used to being used

You make that face
And I’m yours again
Playing the fool
For the eighth time
I’ll bring myself down
If you don’t beat me to it

I’ve waited this long
You lied, what a surprise
I shouldn’t expect more
When I’ve done the same

I’m used
To being used
I kid myself
Into this