ends up being

next time, go with gut instinct

relativity, loss, "fairness"
it's all a matter of values
whose life is more valuable? whose more meaningful?
you choose your own you choose hers you choose his
any choice results in loss
oblivious you think of no one
hypocrisy equals wisdom when it's you doing the thinking

what is the cost of your happiness? I am.

nobody takes the time
to learn anything
there is no motivation
except selfishness
regurgitate movie lines
to make your life a movie
with its happy ending
(which you give out like candy)
you lost everyone
the instant you sold yourself short
I'm so great
so much better than all the others
and so were you

"What hurts more than losing you...is knowing you're not fighting to keep me."

I'm not sure whether to feel entirely overlooked, angry, or just...
This time last year...no. Will not fall back into that.
History is repeating itself, but not on a whole. Seems I only get the shit end of everything this time around.

This is for you.
You are so mature. You've progressed so much further than the rest of us. You stand by every statement you've ever made.

This is for you.
There are not words enough to convey what this has been like. I've been completely honest, left nothing out, and still you take away what you're willing to hear and no more. And in the end you were worth none of it.

This is for you.
The only part you play in my life is one to be wary of.

This is for you.
You toss out tidbits as if you expect me to string myself along (and I have). I lay everything out before you, and you pretend not to hear. Despite everything some part of me still hangs on, though, and this is all the optimism I have left.

What's the use of talking if you don't say anything?