apology

Sorry, you just missed it
I could’ve waited, but
You just weren’t
Worth it
How does it feel
On the downside of
Forbearance
I sympathize
But only to a point
And even then I don’t
Know who I’m lying to
More
We all lie to ourselves
…some more than others
Just wait you say to me
This isn’t what it seems
(And) you stay in place
Or so it seems (what does it mean)
You tear/rip me apart
With these things
That you’ve done to me
I see you now
And it’s all I can do
To not laugh